Sunday, March 13, 2011

Feeling Better

I may be ready to blog again. It's been almost a month since I have blogged regularly and I have enjoyed not thinking about anything too heavily.

I tend to live so much within my head, that when I begin to blog and comment with regularity my mind becomes too crowded and furiously moving to give my inner self the peace that it needs.

I can care too much. I can become obsessed with a particular idea too easily.

I have to rely on the other part of me to pull in the reins and cut myself off from my neurotic tendencies.


D'Ma said...

Welcome back! Glad to hear you're feeling better. :)

terri said...

Thanks! ;-)

Anonymous said...

Damn how I can relate... My OCD brain goes on overload, particularly when pondering imponderables, and sometimes I just feel the need to completely shut if off! ugh

Like a Child said...

Good to have you back. Like I said, I can really identify with the thoughts that sent you on a hiatus. Its been 6.5 years since I worked. It is hard.

terri said...

Like a Child,

It is hard. When you stay home with kids you wind up living your life in very demarcated stages. I guess I am just impatient to start the next stage in which I begin to find a path in life that isn't only about nurturing and care-taking.

I do work part-time, but not in any job that could be considered a "career" it's nice to contribute somewhat to our finances...but I still feel like I'm in limbo.