Living With Doubt

"If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all things."

--Rene Descartes

I have lived with doubt.

I have doubted myself. I have doubted my marriage. I have doubted my abilities as a mother. I have doubted God. I have doubted just about everything possible to doubt.

I doubt Republicans. I doubt Democrats. I doubt the preacher. I doubt the atheist .

I doubt my own doubts. Are they even real or just an imaginary construct to keep my mind busy?

I doubt that anybody reads this blog. Well, I don't actually doubt that.

I doubt that Rene Descartes actually ever doubted anything. How would I even know? He lived like a bazillion years ago.

I doubt that UFO's exist despite all these detailed pictures.

I doubt that Hillary is really as awful as this guy thinks she is.

I doubt that most conspiracy theorists take their medication.

I doubt that I will ever have a job like these.

I doubt anyone will actually pay $399 to use Kindle to read books.

I doubt anyone cares about my doubts.